You'll know if a man loves you to have a baby.

Chapter 1 is charming and joyful, with a unique heart.

Midnight.

It's raining like crazy.

The room was strong enough to withstand the roar of wind and rain, and gradually stopped.

But the man's ear still seems to echo the sobbing sound of the woman who has just choked for pain.

His eyes locked the ugly scar on her lethargic face, and her low, tipsy voice was full of mockery, "Oh, will you hurt, too?"

Do you want him to command nine provinces and dominate the commander of the whole south? what kind of woman do you want? As long as he beckons, there will be countless beautiful women who are willing to follow him even if they are nameless and undivided.

But he wholeheartedly devoted himself to spoiling this ugly woman, and in the third month of his marriage, he solemnly promised her to reporters all over the world that Shen Junhan only loved his wife Lin Yulan all his life and would never take a concubine and never change his mind!

And what about her?

She was thinking about who was thinking about whom and what she had done.

She still has the nerve to say it hurts. Does she know how much it hurts him?

At the bottom of his heart, Shen Junhan immediately rushed into a vicious spirit.

This woman is only worthy to be a plaything for him to vent from now on, and she doesn't deserve to be spoiled by him any more!

He suddenly got out of bed and his heavy military boots stepped into the night rain.

……

When Lin Yulan woke up, he looked at the empty side and was stunned slightly.

Didn't you say that you still have a few days to go back to your house? why did you come back quietly in the middle of the night, just like a young boy who didn't have enough rain for the first time?

Even though it was difficult to bear his brute strength, she loved him so much that she would rather bear the pain than spoil his fun.

That is she secretly hid in the bottom of her heart, worshiped and admired the man for eight years, is the greatest hero in this troubled times!

His army was disciplined and kind to the people; his jurisdiction reduced the tax burden and the people were happy; he did his best to protect patriotic students and never gave in to the unreasonable demands of the invading powers.

And not only did he not superficially dislike her "ugly face" like others, but at a major dinner attended by all military and political dignitaries, he put his arms around her and declared to everyone that his beloved wife was the greatest treasure of his life. He was lucky to marry her.

He completely opened her heart, which she had not dared to expect, which was deeply locked. She decided to give her heart to him unreservedly until she died.

So, this little farewell reunion, she wants to give him a big surprise!

Oh, no, it's two!

Lin Yulan slowly took off most of the purple-black wrinkled scar skin on his right cheek, and a clear white face suddenly appeared in the mirror.

Han, your wife is not ugly.

Lin Yulan smiled and caressed her lower abdomen with her vegetarian hand.

Besides, you're going to be a father.

"Oh, my lady, you're finally going to show the commander what you really are!" The servant girl Xinger knocked on the door and entered the room, covering her mouth and giggling. "I don't know how happy the commander will be, maybe he will grant amnesty to the world!"

Xinger is Lin Yulan's dowry girl. They grew up together and fell in love with their sisters.

Lin Yulan only smiled and said nothing, and Xinger helped her comb and wash and change her clothes.

When she saw the red and purple love marks on her body, Xinger's face turned red. "Commander, this is too much." Ahem. If he sees what you really look like, he won't have to eat you alive tonight! "

"No shame, be careful not to get married."

Lin Yulan denounced the apricot son lightly, but his mind was full of Shen Junhan's strong possession of her picture again and again.

Battlefield in the barracks experienced him as a tough guy who wanted to conquer and was physically strong. Even on his wedding night, he didn't know how to pity incense and cherish jade. On the other hand, she seems to be getting used to this man's overbearing and rude way of showing love.

Thinking that from today on, the relationship between the two of them will be higher and closer, and her brow and lips are full of indelible tenderness.

"Madam, the commander has been waiting for his wife in the restaurant for a long time."

The respectful voice of the guard came from outside the door.

As a result of the unique habits of soldiers, Shen Jun Han Su got up early. Lin Yulan looked at the time and found that he was a little late today.

She hurried out and grabbed the black veil on the table, covering her cheeks as usual.

Xinger wondered, "Why is the young lady still wearing this?"

Lin Yulan, who was in a good mood, blinked mischievously, "usually to cover up ugliness, today is a surprise."

Xinger took her arm. "Miss, this is also like a foreigner, what a romantic!" With the beauty of a young lady, can our commander bear to get up romantic again? Oh, no, no, the young lady can stand the commander! "

Lin Yulan blushed slightly. "you're the only one who talks a lot."

The master and servant went to the restaurant with a smile.

Before entering the door, Xinger shouted, "the commander has been waiting for a long time ~ but today's wait is worth it!"

With these words, Lin Yulan was already standing at the door of the restaurant.

The bright and dazzling light as gold in her eyes dimmed when she saw the tenderness of Shen Junhan's face, which was being given to a woman at the dinner table....

Chapter 2 affection and tenderness, and another beauty

While clearly aware of the arrival of Lin Yulan, Shen Junhan did not even look up.

His eyes were full of women eating breakfast, and his eyes and voice were so gentle that they could almost melt the ice.

"be careful with the hot, slow down."

The woman tilted her head and smiled at him in a charming voice. "Brother Han, you eat, too."

Xinger frowned and wanted to speak, but she was stopped by Lin Yulan's eyes.

She clenched her trembling fists and looked at them silently.

"ask your ladyship to sit down."

Such a strange atmosphere made a lot of attendants dare not come out.

Shen Junhan heard the sound rising slowly.

Lin Yulan, dressed in an azure cheongsam, stood gracefully on the edge of the corridor, looking like an ink painting.

The plain and elegant silk forging seemed to bloom a beautiful flower on her graceful body.

On the other hand, the curl of water mist floating outside the corridor behind her made her look particularly unreal. It seems that if she takes a step back, she will blend into the misty rain, and he will never find it back.

But he never had her, so how could he lose her?

Even if she had no choice but to marry him under her father's orders and gave her body to him against her will, she still had no such person in her heart! Even if he praises her like a fool, all she misses is the man she wants to marry but can't marry.

Such thoughts tighten Shen Junhan's heartache.

The eye fundus that a touch of surprise and love, but also instantly hidden by him without a trace.

His voice was chilled to the bone. "Why, you're late, and you put on airs and want me to invite you to your seat in person?"

Before Lin Yulan could open her mouth, the woman got up in fear and respectfully greeted, "good morning, madam."

Her nervousness was accompanied by the overturning of a pan at hand, and the milk spilled on her. With a low cry, she hurriedly used her hand to protect her abdomen.

It was only then that Lin Yulan saw that her belly had risen high.

Look at that, the fetus is at least seven or eight months old!

Lin Yulan's trembling eyes slowly moved from her abdomen to Shen Junhan's face.

He frowned slightly and whispered, "how can a man who is going to be a mother still be so reckless?"

At the same time, he gently held her waist with one hand and carefully wiped the milk stains on her abdomen with the other, and the action that did not avoid suspicion and the tone of seeming rebuke were full of intimacy, in sharp contrast to the indifference to Lin Yulan just now.

Lin Yulan suddenly felt a little sore in his eyes and happened to meet the woman's eyes that looked at her.

The original cowardly face turned into a provocative sneer, fleeting.

Lin Yulan's brain flashed, she seemed to have seen this woman somewhere!

But why can't she remember...

"I'm sorry, Brother Han, but her ladyship doesn't seem very happy to see me. I'd better go back to my room."

The woman's face-changing skill is also first-rate, timid appearance, I see still pity.

"go back to your room?" Lin Yulan could not help saying, "Why don't I know when more people come out of my commander's house?"

"I. I. " She clenched her lips and looked at Shen Junhan with an aggrieved look on her face.

Shen Junhan put his big hand around her shoulder and hugged her in his arms as much as possible.

His deep eyes looked into Lin Yulan's eyes, and his thin lips opened lightly. "I will inform you now that from today, even in this life, Jiao Huan will live in my house."

His house?

So, he didn't count her as the master at all?

Lin Yulan tried to hold back the pain from the bottom of his heart, and there were no waves, "Oh?" In what capacity? "

Shen Junhan looked at her coldly and said, "Lord, man."

These two words are like quenched steel nails that plunge into Lin Yulan's heart.

She shook her body and almost lost her footing, and the apricot, who was about to cry, hurriedly supported her.

The cool breeze moved her veil, and as long as Shen Junhan paid a little attention, she would see her beautiful face looming in a corner of the veil.

Unfortunately, he never looked at her again.

Lin Yulan smiled pale. "dare you ask the commander that the child in the belly of this girl is also the master of the commander's house?"

Her face was calm, but her body was trembling nervously.

She never seemed so scared as she was now, waiting for an answer.

"of course."

Shen Junhan didn't even look up.

He was looking at Jiao Kui's round belly, and his deep eyes were full of tenderness and expectation.

Chapter 3 deeply affectionate and dreamy

Lin Yulan only felt a burst of lightning and thunder in his brain.

Her hand clenched her belly quietly.

The little guy who is growing there is supposed to be his favorite eldest son and the most honorable little master of the command house.

But now, his father, has another beloved eldest son, and the hostess.

Lin Yulan, heartbroken, forced a smile and nodded gently, "I understand, Commander."

She immediately turned around and left slowly.

Shen Junhan looked at her calmly and seemed to be an unaffected elegant figure, and her ears were full of her voice alienating the strange "commander" …...

He led the pregnant woman through the door, but she was not even jealous!

Her damn ugly face will always be like stagnant water to him!

But as soon as she saw the man, she immediately turned into a smiling and charming appearance.

Shen Junhan quietly clenched his iron fist, and the Senhan in his eyes became more and more serious.

Jiao Jiao was pregnant, although he had some accidents, but it was more of surprise and expectation.

He had wanted to get Lin Yulan's consent before picking up Jiao Kui and her son. After all, she is his authentic wife, and he should respect her and take care of her feelings.

But who would have thought that she would do such a thing and hurt him thoroughly. Why does he have to give her face?

Looking at Shen Junhan's gloomy face, Jiao Huan hid her delight and asked softly, "Brother Han, I'll explain to my wife. Don't hurt your feelings and your wife's feelings because of me."

"No, you just have peace of mind to raise the baby and give birth to the baby in good health. As for me and her, hehe. "

Shen Junhan sneered, "it's just a helpless combination driven by interests, each taking what he needs." The so-called deep love between husband and wife is just for the world to see. She has too much dignity at a glance. Who can have feelings? "

His ruthless words floated into Lin Yulan's ears along the cold wind.

She staggered at her feet.

"Miss, don't be angry, the commander. He. " Xinger wanted to comfort, but could not find an excuse to comfort at all.

Lin Yulan was so pale that he could hold his lips. "I'm not angry, he's telling the truth."

Their marriage is indeed a combination of interests.

She is just a chess piece in her father's hand that can be sacrificed at any time, and her chess piece is really "ugly".

It's funny. She thought he was sincere to her.

It turned out that all the feelings that fascinated her were nothing but a play after all.

Fortunately, she was not stupid enough to express her love to him with one of her heart.

Or she won't even have the dignity she has left.

Eight years later, from the moment he saved her in a hail of bullets, there was no room for any man in her eyes. Although he doesn't remember her for a long time, she won't forget him until she dies.

"well, have you heard that the commander brought Miss Jiao Yun back early this morning and arranged for her to be placed in the courtyard where the commander lives?"

"really? Have you been with the commander for several years? I thought that as soon as the commander got married, he didn't want her. I didn't know he had been married for more than half a year before he got back home. The commander is really a lover of the past. "

"who says it's not? and I'll tell you, Miss Jiao Huan has a big belly, and there will probably be a little master in our command house in two months! In the future, you'll have to suck up to Miss Jiaoyi, and there's no guarantee that she will ride on her ladyship's head one day! "

"but the commander said openly that she would not take a concubine, so no matter how favored she was, she would not have a reputation. The hostess of the commander's house was still alone."

"I don't know, ma'am, that face. Don't say it's not good enough for our commander, it's a man who loses his appetite after watching it, or the commander can't help bringing Jiao back to his side. I don't know how many more 'Jiao Yu' will be picked up in the future, and the lady will be squeezed out by which woman sooner or later. if you don't believe it, just watch. "

……

The whispers of several subordinates made the passing Lin Yulan hear clearly.

It turns out that Jiao Jiaozao is his woman.

It's not that she hasn't heard about the absurd and flirtatious rumors before his marriage, but his love and affection for her after marriage made her inexplicably convinced that those were false rumors.

Now come to think of it, she looks like a narcissistic clown!

Now that she is fully awake today, she will lock up her ready heart again.

But what about her child who is quietly taking shape? Is it possible that she was born to experience the same fate and grew up in the cold wall where her parents hated each other and had no warmth?

Kid...

Mother is sorry for you...

If your mother hadn't moved her heart beyond her limits, you wouldn't have come into this world and suffer.

Lin Yulan looked sadly at the rain curtain, and even his lips were gray.

Xinger has angrily rushed into the room to argue with those servants!

"go to your room."

Lin Yulan took Xinger's hand and ordered gently but not to refuse.

Back in the room, watching Lin Yulan put the ugly scar skin on his face without expression, Xinger burst into tears.

"Miss, that woman's child was conceived by the commander before your marriage. It's all a thing of the past. Don't take it to heart. The commander just picked her up because he didn't want to be out there. The commander was so kind to you that he was in your room last night. Don't be stubborn and push the commander to the fox! "

Lin Yulan was silent for a moment, then smiled back at her. "do you want me to fight for him shamelessly with other women?"

She was obviously smiling, but the clear fundus of her eyes slowly shed mournful tears.

She will not argue, nor will she disdain to argue.

With a new education, she can't tolerate half a grain of sand for love and marriage.

Especially, she used to look forward to their bright future so seriously.

But now, she knows, her life is probably broken.

Like her miserable mother.

Xinger choked up and wiped away her tears for Lin Yulan. "I just don't want the young lady to be alone like her wife."... "

Lin Yulan's mother, after seeing that her father had married one room after another aunt, locked herself in the most remote courtyard in the house, and lived half her life in a flash.

Think of my mother's misfortune, and my own unfortunate growing experience.

Lin Yulan's idea at the bottom of his heart is even more firm.

She picked up her pen, wrote down the names of some medicines, and handed them to Xinger.

"I'm not feeling well. Go and get me some medicine."

Apricot was ordered to go, and dared not delay for a moment.

But I didn't know that her prescription was brought back, and the whole headquarters was almost turned upside down.

……

Chapter 4 Storm attack, both physically and mentally broken

In the afternoon.

The door was suddenly kicked open.

Lin Yulan, who was staring out of the window, was startled.

Shen Junhan, dressed in military uniform, was looking at her coldly, and his eyes were full of anger.

She didn't get up and tried to hide her emotions at the bottom of her heart. "what is the commander looking for me?"

Shen Junhan turned back and kicked against the door and approached her step by step. His big hand grabbed her chin and forced her to look up at him. "what medicine are you frying?"

Lin Yulan understood immediately.

Someone must have given him something, so she didn't have to hide it.

The bones seemed to be crushed by him, and she endured the pain and said vaguely, "abortion medicine."

At that moment, she even gave birth to some joy because of his anger.

He was so angry when he heard that she was going to have a baby because he still had a place in his heart. Should she have a good talk with him?

Even if his previous affection for her was all for show, as long as he coaxed her, even if he deceived her, explained Jiao's story clearly, and then promised to dote on the child she gave him. How could she kill their flesh and blood when she loved him so much?

After a long period of time, she gradually calmed down, in fact, she has been trying to convince herself to accept him and Jiao Jiaosheng's child, because Jiao Jiao is just an affair debt caused by him before marriage, not a betrayal. She should not be in a bad mood and reject his blood.

In the final analysis, she really realized that she loved him too much and loved him too much.

But her hope from the bottom of her heart was completely shattered by his next words.

"Oh, good, you have the courage to admit it!" Shen Junhan squeezed her big hand even harder and clenched his teeth. "I just led Jiao Huan into the door today, so you count her children!" I've seen the viciousness of Miss Lin! "

Shen Junhan's mother had been calculated by his father's other women. After several abortions, he was lucky to survive, so he hated such a vicious struggle between women, but he never expected Lin Yulan to be so kind-hearted!

Lin Yulan was stunned at first, and then smiled sadly.

"how could I be so unbearable in your heart?"

He squinted his black eyes. "otherwise, what do you do with the fetus medicine?"

Lin Yulan tried desperately to hold back his sore eyes and didn't want tears to make him too humble.

"did it ever occur to the commander that I was going to give myself a drink?"

Shen Junhan's eyes shone and his face changed slightly.

And the next second, he suddenly pinched Lin Yulan's shoulders, and his anger was even heavier!

"you think I don't know, you've been taking anti-fetal medicine since you married me! Where did you get the child? "

When I learned about this a few days ago, Shen Junhan, who was carefully planning her birthday surprise, the fiery heart was suddenly cold to the bottom.

He sneered, with torn wounds in the fundus. "I gave you my heart, but you didn't want to give me a baby." Shen Junhan is not short of you! There are so many women who want to give birth to me! But I didn't expect you to be cruel to other women! "

His big hand used ruthless force, Lin Yulan felt as if the shoulder bone was going to be crushed by him, and what hurt more was her heart.

At first she secretly avoided the fetus, only because at the beginning of her parents' negotiation about their marriage, Shen Junhan was extremely reluctant to marry her. And her painful growth makes her know better than anyone that if the father does not love his mother, the child is doomed to misfortune all his life.

But she did not expect that he was so kind to her after marriage and gradually opened her locked heart, so she stopped the anti-fetal medicine and got pregnant so quickly!

She was full of grievances and her lips quivered, not knowing how to explain.

Shen Junhan, however, regarded her silence as a plug of guilty words.

Anger and disappointment made him lose his mind, and he tore up her collar!

She can only be his woman until she dies. Why doesn't she want to give birth to him?

Shen Junhan retaliated with his big hands without mercy to pinch and twist the beautiful and rich pair of her chest, causing Lin Yulan to cry out again and again.

Then he pressed her heavily under him, bowed his head and kissed her lips.

It's not a kiss, it's a brutal bite...

Lin Yulan, who was pregnant and depressed, suddenly felt sick to his stomach and retched again and again.

Her reaction made Shen Junhan amazed and furious!

His eyes gradually turned scarlet and his expression was twisted. "what, you just met your old lover in private, but you don't want me to touch you?" Do you really think I don't know why you married me? Since you have a plan, you should bear it for me! Even if I play you to death in my command house, you'll have to laugh until you're out of breath! "

He gasped heavily and rushed in.

Ling Chi-like physical and mental pain, so that Lin Yulan cried desperately, but Shen Junhan did not pity.

Soon, spasms began to come from her belly, and a stream of heat gurgled out.

Chapter 5 Old Love and New wife are all pregnant

After hitting the pestle a few times, Shen Junhan was aware of the abnormal wetness under his birth.

He suddenly withdrew from Lin Yulan's body.

Bowing his head, he was full of bright red, and Lin Yulan's painfully tightened facial features made Shen Junhan's scalp numb in an instant.

"go back to the commander, the lady is unstable, be sure to lie still and recuperate, and …... And never have sex again in the near future. "

Shen Junhan frowned because of the words of the old traditional Chinese medicine doctor, and his heart jerked hard.

He clenched his fists involuntarily, and even trembled a little in his hoarse voice, "the fetus." How old is it? "

"more than a month."

A month ago, it was when he haunted her every night because he was reluctant to part with her on the eve of going out....

So, the abortion medicine... Did she really prepare it for herself?

Shen Junhan's fundus pain is even more severe.

This woman is so unwilling to give birth to him? Without telling him to drink anti-fetal medicine, he still wants to get rid of the child after he is pregnant?

If he had not returned in time today, his flesh and blood would have been brutally killed by her!

He took a deep breath, and with the last hope in his heart, he asked, "is it bad for a fetus conceived by taking anti-fetal medicine?"

The old doctor shook his head and said, "Natural selection, the effects of fetus-avoiding drugs are either all or none." As long as the fetus can take root in his wife's body, the commander will not have to worry about his health. "

This remark should have been gratifying, but it filled Shen Jun with indignation and hatred.

Lin Yulan studied medicine in Japan for six years, and she is proficient in traditional Chinese medicine and western medicine, so she naturally doesn't want to have an abortion because of the risk. She was just determined not to want his children, and he was stupid enough to fantasize about finding a high-sounding reason for her!

Shen Junhan's fist bones creaked and gloomily ordered, "from now on, his wife will be grounded in Muyuyuan and closely monitored 24 hours a day until the fetus arrives safely."

He would never give her a chance to have an abortion!

That is his Shen Junhan's blood, why should she say no!

It's still raining.

Shen Junhan strode into the rain curtain, pushed aside his subordinates who held an umbrella for him, looked up at the gray sky, and let the cold rain beat him out of breath.

And the water column wantonly running that handsome face, gradually floating a sneer.

Isn't she unwilling to give birth to him?

Doesn't she want to keep the last "loyalty" for that man?

He refused to let this pair of "soul-to-heart" dog and man get what they wanted!

He kept fucking her, asking her to keep giving birth to him until she died!

……

At night, Shen Junhan stayed at the military headquarters and did not return home.

And the noise that took place in Muyu Garden fell into Jiaoer.

She stroked her round stomach and smiled coldly on the corners of her mouth.

No one in the world can give birth to a son and a half daughter to Shen Junhan except her!

In order to avoid long dreams at night, she should let Lin Yulan's belly threaten her into thick blood as soon as possible, and disappear in this world forever!

……

Because the apricot went to prescribe the fetus medicine privately, Shen Junhan was punished to work in the firewood room, and the housekeeper sent two loyal girls who grew up in the commander's house to serve day and night.

In addition, there are more than a dozen soldiers with guns on guard in the courtyard, and Zhao Lao TCM, who can move into the courtyard on call.

Lin Yulan did not expect that Shen Junhan, who had been pregnant with a baby by his old love in the past, was so concerned about the child in her belly that she had mixed feelings in her heart.

The quarrel a few days ago is still fresh in my memory. She was puzzled about where to start from "meeting an old lover in private".

It doesn't matter if he doesn't care about her, but if he has any misunderstanding about her, she must not take the blame for being unfaithful and unclean, and she must talk to him!

What's more, he attaches so much importance to her children, and she wants to make more efforts for her love and life.

Making up her mind, she was about to send someone to find Shen Junhan when suddenly the soft and weak whisper of Jiaoyi sounded at the door.

"Ma'am, Kyo-San is here to see you."