What are girls thinking on the first night of a relationship?

[chapter one meets you again]

I never thought that I would meet Zhuo Yiran again in such an awkward way five years later.

Five years ago, we were lovers. Five years later, I was the lady who sold my body, and he was the financier who bought me tonight.

I sat on the bed at a loss, thinking of nothing but suffering.

Zhuo also slowly opened a bottle of red wine, then raised his arm slightly and poured a whole bottle of red wine on me.

The cold liquid flowed down my neck, piercing and sticky.

I stood up and smiled bitterly: "I'll take a shower first."

"No, the smell of you will make me sick. It's just right."

Zhuo also hooked his lips and smiled, and his eyes were full of haze before the storm: "take off!"

I knew he wanted to humiliate me, but I had no way out.

My mother is still lying in the hospital waiting for treatment. I need a lot of money, just like I did then.

Under Zhuo Yiran's gaze, I unzipped my dress, unzipped my bra and took off my underwear. When I finally stood naked in front of him, I saw the desire intertwined with hatred in his eyes.

"you have a good figure. You've made a lot of money over the years." His voice was still so cold that there was no temperature.

I was stunned, and the chill spread from the bottom of my heart to my limbs. I wanted to defend myself, but I was unable to refute it.

Suddenly he reached out and tugged at my wrist. The soles of my feet stained with red wine were slippery. I was so excited that I fell to the ground.

Inside the cold and hard marble, I felt a pain and a 'buzzing' sound in the back of my head, and I subconsciously hummed: "mm-hmm."

Instead of picking me up, Zhuo Yiran leaned over and squeezed my chin: "so you know it hurts, too?" I thought your heart and your people were made of stone. "

I stiffened my body, and the voice of the mosquito said, "I'm sorry."

But he smiled ferociously: "too late."

When he spoke, the hot tip of his tongue pried open my teeth.

The nearly gnawing kiss soon filled my mouth with the smell of blood. Zhuo Yiran didn't seem to like the taste very much. he frowned slightly, loosened my lips, and gnawed on my chest.

My body, gradually covered with his gnawing traces and fingernail blood marks, hot pain so that I can not bear to curl up my limbs, but did not expect to infuriate him ignited by desire.

He straightened up and clenched his long fingers around my hair. "Why are you clamping your legs so tightly?" Only now do you think of pretending to be pure? "

I stretched myself out to him in pain.

Zhuo Yiran scanned me up and down with his bottomless eyes, suddenly stretched out his hands and picked me up from the ground, severely threw me on the bed, followed, his strong body pressed on my body.

The close fit of the body, so that I can not breathe, but Zhuo Yizan does not have the slightest pity for incense and cherish jade, on the contrary, there is no foreplay invasion into my body!

Tear-like pain, all my strength and endurance are instantly disintegrated, I can not stand the resistance,? Refuse.

"it hurts, you go out, go out."

"Oh."

Zhuo Yi chuckled disdainfully, his big bony hand easily clenched my wrists, raised my arm to the top of my head, and tightened my thin waist with the other hand.

"Tao Liangyan, tonight is still a long night. I will give you back the pain you once brought me, bit by bit, even with interest!"

No!

When I was suffocating with pain, he began to move wantonly in my body.

[chapter II the financier becomes a brother-in-law]

When I opened my eyes again, there was still the cold fragrance of Zhuo Yiran in the air, but the mattress around me was already cold.

If it wasn't for the 500000 check on the bedside, I thought last night was just a nightmare.

It's harder to forget someone than to like someone. I sniffed and didn't let the tears fall.

Which young lady can sell 500000 yuan a night?

I'm worth it.

I rushed to the hospital and sent my mother to the operating room. I sat on the bench in the hospital corridor. My eyes were dry and sore, but I didn't feel sleepy at all.

'da, da, da.'

In the quiet corridor, suddenly there was the crisp sound of high heels. I subconsciously looked sideways. When I saw the man coming, my eyes widened in astonishment.

Feng Xiaoya?

She is my father's illegitimate daughter outside, and it is precisely because of this that my parents divorced, but unexpectedly, my mother and I just moved out of the house with the front foot, and Feng Xiaoya and her mother entered the house and became the heirs of the Feng Group.

Feng Xiaoya was surprised to see me, quickened her pace and walked towards me.

A slender figure suddenly came out of a higher ward and happened to be in front of Feng Xiaoya.

"what took you so long?"

The man turned around and turned out to be Zhuo Yiren?!

The atmosphere seemed a little awkward. Feng Xiaoya tightly grabbed Zhuo Yiran's arm and looked at me in panic.

But Zhuo Yixian, silent for only a few seconds, then took Feng Xiaoya to me and gently kissed Feng Xiaoya on the cheek. The corners of his lips were full of smiles: "Xiaoya, it's rare to meet your sister. Why not introduce her?"

Feng Xiaoya looked a little pale: "that, that." Sister, brother-in-law. Now is my fiance, my mother sprained her ankle a few days ago. "

Brother-in-law, fiance.

It's really a pun.

I forced up a smiling face: "really, congratulations."

Squeezing the handrail beside me, I secretly scolded myself for being useless. Didn't I say that my heart won't hurt any more? why, after hearing this, I still feel like a fishbone stuck in my throat?

Zhuo Yiran did not seem to have much interest in my forced expression. He looked down at his watch and said, "there is still a meeting in the afternoon. I will first help my aunt go through the discharge formalities."

"well, well, it's the same with you. I'll talk to my sister for a while." Feng Xiaoya stood on tiptoe and took the initiative to kiss Zhuo Yiran's lips.

After Zhuo Yi came downstairs, she took the initiative to sit next to me: "Sister, we haven't seen each other for a long time. I have a lot to say to you."

I pressed the pain in my heart and imitated her with a harmless smile: "I don't think Miss Feng and I have anything to talk about."

Feng Xiaoya didn't seem to expect me to be so direct. The smile on her face froze and looked at me for a long time before she explained: "it was my brother-in-law who chose to be with me on his own initiative, because at that time …"

[chapter III has nothing]

Feng Xiaoya's words, like a sharp knife, were inserted in the past that I did not want to recall.

When I was a sophomore, my mother fell ill. Because I had to pay for my mother's treatment, I chose to drop out of school.

I don't know how Zhuo Yiyan's mother knew about my relationship with Zhuo Yizan. On the day I dropped out of school, Zhuo Yiyan's mother came to me and asked me to call Zhuo Yiyan in a threatening and commanding tone and 500000 in cash to end the relationship.

I did call Zhuo Yiran. I said I was with him for his money. Now I'm going to take the money given to me by his mother and run away. If he knows what's interesting, don't look for me again, and don't be shameless.

But!

After hanging up the phone, I didn't take the money.

I just don't want to be a drag on Zhuo Yixian, which has nothing to do with money.

But in the end, I overestimated myself and thought I was very chic. In fact, after a few days, I began to think about Zhuo, too, and the taste of missing made me shake and collapse.

Feng Xiaoya, who was a freshman at that time and talked to me about everything, volunteered to help me find Zhuo Yiyan, saying that he wanted to explain it to me, but since then, I waited for a long time, never waiting for Zhuo Yixian, even Feng Xiaoya did not see me any more.

Once upon a time, it was like a meat grinder, which aggravated my heartache and made me dizzy, while Feng Xiaoya was ostentatious and voluble, standing in front of me and talking endlessly.

"Sister, I really helped you explain to your brother-in-law at that time, but after my brother-in-law and I finished explaining, my brother-in-law didn't want to contact you. He also told me that in fact, the person he liked was me, and it was just right for you to leave. We can be aboveboard."

It turns out that Zhuo Yiran has long been with Feng Xiaoya!

"well, that's really congratulations. A lover is finally married."

I really didn't want to and didn't have the strength to imagine the scene of them hugging and loving each other. I turned around and was about to leave, but suddenly I stopped again.

If the person Zhuo Yiran really loves is Feng Xiaoya, why does he still hate me for so many years?

"the families of Tao Meiqin patients--!"

The light in the operating room suddenly went out, and the chief surgeon pushed open the door and came out. I ran over quickly: "Doctor, how does my mother …"... "

"Hey!"

Before I finished, the doctor heaved a sigh: "the disease has been delayed too late. I'm sorry. We did our best."

In front of the flower, the body jumped forward in weightlessness, "Dong--!" I fell heavily to the ground.

"Sister! Are you all right? "

Feng Xiaoya crouched nervously beside me, opened her designer bag, took it out, and then handed me a stack of money.

"Sister, Aunt Tao has been ill for so many years, and now that she is dead, it can be regarded as a relief. I know you have no money. This money will be regarded as the compensation given to you by me and Yi. Take it and bury Aunt Tao, so don't show up."

"Pat--!"

I raised my hand and waved away her hand in front of me. The red banknote was like snow, flying and falling in the pure white corridor of the hospital.

I stood up with waves of dizziness. Under Feng Xiaoya's surprised and aggrieved gaze, I hooked my lips hard and laughed.

Feng Xiaoya seems to be frightened by my appearance: "Sister, I am doing it for your own good."

He he.

I am still smiling: "Feng Xiaoya, pick up your money and put it well. Zhuo Yiran chooses to be with you is his freedom, and I have nothing to do with it. Please remember not to throw money at me again. Zhuo Yizan is a person, not an object measured by money! "

"Woo-woo. Whoa, whoa. "

Feng Xiaoya stood in place and began to cry, as if I had bullied her.

Behind me, I was suddenly shrouded by a powerful aura, and before I turned around, my wrist was severely pinched, and then Zhuo Yiran's voice sounded.

"what did you do to her?"

Chapter 4 are you satisfied? ]

Feng Xiaoya cried like this, even if I said I didn't do anything, I'm afraid Zhuo won't believe it, right?

I didn't want to explain anything. I shook off the big hand clamped on my wrist and walked towards the operating room.

Mom hasn't been pushed out yet. I'm going to wait for my mother.

However, the wrist was clenched again, and with a great force, it pulled me back to where I was and threw me into the chair next to me.

"Bang--!"

I fell hard on the chair, hit my head hard on the wall, and the warm liquid from the brow bone scratched my cheek along my forehead and splashed on the chair.

I am in pain, but Zhuo Yiran has no pity or chagrin.

His hands were still clenched on my wrist, and he pulled me up from my chair, eyes full of frost, and even the breath that blurted out was so cold: "Tao Liangyan, don't be shameless!"

Under his pull, another drop of blood gushed out of the wound, but it fell on my eyelashes and dripped into my eyes.

I stubbornly looked directly at him: "Zhuo. What exactly does Zhuo Shao want from me? "

Zhuo Yiran's face was completely cold, took my hand and threw me in front of Feng Xiaoya.

"apologize to my fiancee!"

Apologize?

I stiffened my body and looked at Feng Xiaoya's weeping face. I didn't know what I had done wrong and I needed to apologize.

"it's the same."

Feng Xiaoya, who cried from beginning to end, finally opened her mouth with a soft voice: "I'm fine. There's no need for my sister to apologize to me. My sister should be angry with me now. It's my fault. I shouldn't love you. I shouldn't be with you."... "

I don't know whether Feng Xiaoya's words added fuel to the fire intentionally or unintentionally. I only know that as her voice went down, Zhuo Yiran's air pressure dropped even lower.

But after a long period of silence, he did not continue to give me the cold shoulder, but coaxed Feng Xiaoya as gentle as water: "well, don't cry, Xiaoya remember that no matter what others say, you are my fiancee of Zhuo Yiran."

"well, I see, too."

"be a good boy."

Can you please leave me alone?!

Ignoring Dou Zhuo and kissing the lips on Feng Xiaoya's forehead, I slowly bent down. Even if there was no mirror at the moment, I knew how white my face was.

Clenching my fists and letting my nails sink into the palm of my hand, I forced myself to speak slowly: "I'm sorry."... "

If only an apology can keep me away from this heart-wrenching torture, then I am willing to apologize.

"the families of Tao Meiqin patients--!"

Behind me, there was the cry of a nurse. I straightened up and turned back to see my mother's body being pushed out.

"Xiao Yan, it was your mother who got you into trouble."

"Xiao Yan, you must live happily ever after."

"Xiao Yan, don't cry, your mother will always be by your side."

My mother's words can still ring in my ears, but the only mother who is with me lies there and will never get up again.

The wind in the hallway made me chill, and the chill seemed to seep from my skin into all my nerves. Shivering, I hobbled to the mobile bed, clasped the cold iron fence, and under the advice of the nurse, pushed my mother slowly towards the morgue.

Zhuo Yiran still stood in the same place around Feng Xiaoya's shoulder, his face slightly changed and his thin lips about to move, as if he wanted to say something.

But no matter what he says, I don't want to hear it anymore.

So when I passed by, I first opened my mouth: "are you satisfied with me in such a mess?"

Are you all satisfied?!

[chapter V driving out the door]

"I'm not saying, you're an adult, too. We're not a charity. If you don't have money, don't come to the crematorium. Just find a place to bury it. If you don't tell me, no one will know."

"this money is really all I have, please."

In the scorching sun, I begged for help everywhere in the sultry crematorium, but I repeatedly hit a brick wall. Finally, because my mother's body began to deteriorate a little under the high temperature, the people in the crematorium put my mother in the freezer. But they also gave me the final notice that there was only one night, and if I didn't have the money for cremation tomorrow, I would bear the consequences.

The cruelty of reality wiped out my remaining self-esteem, so after I got out of the crematorium, I went directly to Feng Xiaoya's home.

The villa on the third floor is brightly lit, the living room on the first floor is full of delicious food, and many well-dressed rich wives are chatting and laughing. I am only wearing canvas shoes and jeans, like a thorn incarnated on the flesh. Standing abruptly among them.

"what brings you here?"

Accompanied by the servant, Lin Liuzhen walked up to me step by step in a designer dress, with exquisite eye shadow, as if she hated me as if she hated garbage.

I know I came at a bad time, but who would have thought that both my father's wife and my mother could not afford to die, but Lin Liuzhen was still rich by holding parties all day to pass the time?

In order not to affect the atmosphere of the party and make Lin Liuzhen dislike me even more, I stepped forward and lowered my voice: "Aunt Lin, can you give me NT $300 a month in living expenses for one year?"

After my father died, she gave me and my mother a small part of the money in the will, but Lin Liuzhen bribed the lawyer and gave that small part of the money to my mother and me according to three hundred a month.

"Why?!"

Lin Liuzhen was overbearing and sarcastic: "it was benevolent and righteous that I could promise you 300 yuan a month."

"that's my father's money!" I can't help but raise the volume, this woman will always be so shameless!

"your father is dead!" Lin Liuzhen looked at me with a sneer and said, "Tao Liangyan, now the Feng family is in charge. You can't stand it. You can get out, or. Get a lawyer to sue me! "

Go to court...

That is something that rich people can afford.

"Aunt Lin."

I had to soften my tone again, putting aside my self-esteem pleas: "my mother died of illness. I need some money to cremate my mother."... "

"that's right."

Lin Liuzhen nodded very suddenly, but then she pulled open her red lips and smiled even more ruthlessly: "get down on your knees and beg me, Tao Liangyan, you have to have a begging attitude, isn't it?"

It was like a big stone pressed on my chest, and my limbs were gradually cold with suffocation.

All the eyes around me are focused on me, although they did not speak, but the smile on their faces is so ironic.

I wanted to turn around and leave so much, but in the end, I slowly bent my knees.

"Aunt Lin, please, I really need the money." In order to make Lin Liuzhen happy, I bit my lower lip, took out all my breast-feeding strength and hit the floor with my head.

I pleaded again and again, but Lin Liuzhen remained indifferent until I lay on the floor and couldn't use my strength any more. Lin Liuzhen raised her voice and shouted, "Security!" ?!

I was so excited that I woke up completely from the original dizziness and stared at her, while Lin Liuzhen was tasting the wine in the goblet with a smile on her face.

It was not until the security guard set me up that she said innocently, "I just taught you how to ask for help, but I didn't say I would say yes."

I really misjudged the cruelty of this woman!

"throw her out!"

While Lin Liuzhen's voice sounded again in my ear, I was dragged out of the living room by two tall security guards and opened the door. I vaguely saw Feng Xiaoya coming this way, and then the two security guards threw me out of the door.

"Bang--!"

No, I just fell in front of Feng Xiaoya's tiptoe!